Life

Im sitting in my room all alone. Thinking about my life, love life actually. Im back tgther with ejam :) im suppose to feel happy rite? At first i am, like really trully happy, natt was there when it all happen, but then rite, after a day, we're back together, it doesnt feel like last time. Like how we used to be, now everythng's more awkward. He dont love me how he used to, n for that i hate it. I really have a feeling tht our relationshp wont be that long, n oh ya, so much for loving hafiz till the end rite? I broke up with him right after im back with ejam, i felt guilty, thats one thing bout me, im not satisfied with just one, but yeah. Hafiz have changed too. Like a lot, n when i told him i wanna broke up with him, till rite now, there's no response from him. I was totally shocked. Haha. Yeah, he's a gud guy, he deserve sum1 beter than me. Hmm. Miss him oh. :') bt i thnk he'll be just fine rite? Hpflly lah yeah. Hmm. N bout her? Still miss her. But just cant do nythng bout it. Erm. I thnk thats it fr now.
Love, sha iylia <3